The Liberation of Your True Self
Our soul-led life is so precious and totally magical. The feeling of really being who we came here to be is glorious. Often times we get a little taste of it, and in these moments we feel so lit up!
But there may still be something that holds us back from fully accepting that life gets to be this good…..
What is it that’s really holding us back from embracing our true nature and living free?
THE FEAR OF DYING
To fully live, we first have to let ourselves die. This means the death of all that we think that we are, so our true self can emerge.
We silence ourselves, withhold our unique gifts and resist our most incredible life when we deep down believe that we will lose something so important if we open to it. This can be a belief about who we are, an identity that has shaped our entire life, a habit, a way of living, a relationship, a lover, or anyone’s approval of us.
It’s all ultimately leading us to face the greatest fear of all: the fear of loosing ourself and all that we think we are.
Losing this mental construct, this persona and this sense of self— and all the things that we have attached to it (which can be people, things, habits etc.)— feels like an actual death.
The fear of death— which essentially is a fear of change, of letting go, of surrendering into the unknown— will have us do anything to avoid it. This means that we will work AGAINST our true self that seeks to express itself, which means we essentially fight to defend our own limitations.
So even letting go of a belief that says “I am not enough” will mean that we have to let go of this version of us, and the life that we have build around it.
In order for the “new” to rise, the old must be released. The dying of the old version allow for the rebirth of the new. Without death there isn’t a rebirth. Without winter there is no spring.
This means releasing an entire way of being, and something that we have known for long. This means that we have to change on such a deep level that we may not even recognise ourself anymore. We literally become a whole new version.
The journey of remembering and expressing our authentic self is not an easy one and it takes tremendous courage, unwavering faith in the wisdom of the heart, and deep support.
So ask for the support that you need, and let yourself be held in this process.
To truly make the most of this very precious life, experience real intimacy with ourselves and others, show up as our authentic self, embrace our sacred essence and allow for it to shine in a way that have us live UNLIMITED lives beyond what we ever could have imagined….
….then all of this has to become more important than anything we might fear we’ll lose in the process.
FREEDOM
On the other side of the stories we tell ourselves is freedom. Who we THINK we are is the identity that is standing in the way of who we actually are.
The “I” who is trying to break free is what is standing in the way of the realisation that you are already free.
When we misidentify with the human form we believe that we are the mind, and hence all these thoughts such as “I am not enough”. We then forget that it is Spirit that informs matter. Not the other way.
We forget that we are eternal beings of the highest light. We forget that we are already whole. We forget that we are already free. We forget that we are the very SOURCE of Love and Abundance.
Within this forgetting we try really hard to fit in and receive some kind of validation, so we can lessen the pain of feeling separated from the whole. But separation is an illusionary world within the mind, and it’s not who we really are.
The body and mind is very much like an antenna which receive signals from the I AM presence that is pure consciousness and the Mighty God-presence.
There is no need to try to connect to something that we already are. There is no need to seek for what we already have. This is a journey of remembering all that we are, and always have been.
When we switch from “trying to make it happen” to allowing we let our Divine Light express itself and shine. This is also an acknowledgement of the very power that made us, and allowing for this to be in charge, rather than the mind.
When the mind is trying to run the show, we end up feeling so exhausted. See it as trying to control the Universe, or Nature. We can try all we want, but at the end of the day we’re just gonna feel very tired, confused and stuck. It’s also very tiring to keep on “trying to connect”, or “trying to be free”.
What if we surrendered into the Divine Intelligence instead? What if we accepted that we are all that we seek? Rather than trying to swim against the current, what if we allowed ourselves to be in flow?
As we start to let go we begin to see ourselves in our truth as whole, rather than separated. We are then no longer trying to survive, which means we are not living in fear of death— and we come alive. We experience freedom and our unlimited essence. Then there is no fear of losing anything, because nothing can be lost.
This means we are absolutely not the thoughts that says that we’re not enough or not lovable. We are not our limitations. We are MORE than we could ever THINK ourselves to be…….WE ARE UNLIMITED!
THE POWER OF OUR DIVINITY
As we transcend the limiting ideas of the mind we embrace the quantum field of pure existence, possibilities and awareness. We experience deeper emotional maturity and begin to align our life with a greater purpose.
As we continue on our initiatory journey we begin to “scale up”, meaning that our light body becomes stronger, our consciousness is shifting, and our immortal self awakens. The way we see ourselves changes, and there is a greater sense of Divinity, Soverenity and Interconnectedness.
This leads to physical changes such as deep clearing of toxins. In addition DNA codes, endocrine glands, brain and neurological functions will be activated. This results in greater health, vitality and wellness, in addition to heightened creativity and superconscious abilities such as clairvoyance and telepathy.
We allow every cell of our being to be flooded with the purity of the Divine Light, and we rest deeply in the knowing that we are of the light. We surrender more and more, we give ourselves fully to the light. We ALLOW for the light to express itself and we accept our Mighty God-self.
This is our natural freedom.
This is the UNLIMITED space of pure possibility.
This was never a destination, it was a revelation of who we have always been.
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With all my love,
-Marita